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Learning to Love Yourself

Recently I have gotten myself out of a relationship, and have been faced with new obstacles. Loving myself is one of them. If you can’t love yourself how can you truly love another person?

Self care is so important, loving yourself is necessary.

Where does one begin?

Reach out to friends and family for support, and learn to love spending time with yourself. Some people have difficulty with this because they’re left with their own thoughts. It can be a challenge.

I have a mood disorder (BPD/Bipolar) that effects me greatly. I try to occupy myself with music and things I enjoy (like photo editing) and to put makeup on because it makes me feel beautiful. I wear clothes that make me feel good as well.

Again, SELF CARE.

when you take care of yourself you begin to bloom and love yourself more everyday.

It’s a journey but one you are not alone on. [:

To whoever is reading this right now, I hope you find true happiness within. I am hoping to find happiness within me too.

With love,

-Rebecca Elizabeth (A Punk With MS)

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Personal Update

So, life has been a lot better since my last MS Ocrevus dose. I had severe fatigue for weeks afterwards but now I just have my everyday normal fatigue. I can function on a bit more of a reasonable level and even though I’m tired most of the time I find coffee and stimulating activities (Youtube, Netflix, Gaming, Hulu) to be quite helpful. I hate napping nowadays so that’s something I tend to try and avoid it if possible.

I have a roomate/best friend that is into a lot of great shows. We recently binged MTV’s “Catfish” together which always makes me laugh. I’m unsure if it’s faked part of the time because I wonder how in the world they find these individuals. Regardless, it’s entertaining.

Recently I’ve been reading a book called “My Sister The Serial Killer” by Oyinkan Braithwaite. The plot involves a woman who has a sister that kills her boyfriends. She works at a healthcare facility and knows how to clean up after her kills. I usually read non-fiction but this book is a good change.

My MS seems to be currently stabilized which is exciting, my next MRI will hopefully go well with no new lesions. I’m blessed everyday I wake up and don’t take good days for granted. Every day is a new beginning filled with endless obstacles and possibilities. Some days are more painful than others but at the end of the day I’m glad to be who I am. You should be glad to be the person that you are too.

-Rebecca Elizabeth (A Punk With MS)

MS and Mental Health: An Unspoken Bridge

There’s a common misconception that Mental Health effects just the brain, not other parts of the body. Did you know that Multiple Sclerosis can be aggravated by mental health issues?

How does this happen? Stress. 

Stress causes an inflammatory response in MS patients and should always be taken seriously. When someone is having a mental health episode their body immediately is heightened with stress whether they have anxiety, depression, PTSD, or any other diagnosis. This can cause flare-ups and even possibly an MS relapse.

What can we do to help ourselves stay on track? When someone with MS is being treated with medication for a mental health diagnosis it’s important to have open communication between their psychiatrist and neurologist. Steroids and MS meds can throw off someone’s emotional state of mind so it’s good to be monitored by both healthcare providers especially if they are on a new MS medication. This will reassure the patient that their body and their mind are both being taken care of properly.

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A lot of healthcare providers are simply unaware that this is such a struggle for many of us. The way I’ve worded it to my psychiatrist is that when my body is in distress it stresses out my mind, and when my mind is in distress it stresses out my body. It’s an endless cycle that can be definitely frustrating. It makes our bodies ache, and can make it difficult for us to go through our day to day routines.

The battle between the body and the mind is a long and tough battle but knowing what to be aware of is always a way to keep yourself safe. Please be sure to reach out to someone if you are ever struggling.

-Becca Elizabeth (A Punk With MS)

Gluten-Free/Dairy-Free Banana Bread

Here is an easy recipe for Gluten-Free/Dairy-Free Banana bread that I tweaked from Pinterest (I added my own ingredients as a substitute!) I was nervous about doing this at first, but it came out perfect! It does NOT need to rise before being put into the oven (the baking soda in the recipe will help this as it heats up)

Ingredients:

-1 cup Bananas

-2 eggs (room temperature)

-2/3 cup Almond Milk (or any non-dairy milk of your choice)

-1/3 cup Coconut Oil

-2 Cups Gluten-Free Flour (if your Gluten-Free flour doesn’t have Xanthan Gum in it, then add 3/4 tsp of Xanthan Gum to this recipe)

-1/2 cup of Cane Sugar

-1/2 tsp Sea Salt

-1 tsp Vanilla Extract

1/2 tsp baking soda

-1 tsp Baking Powder

Add 1/2 cup of your preferred nut to make the banana bread nutty!

Preheat your oven to 350 degrees. Mix together your sugar, baking powder, baking soda, Gluten-Free Flour, Sea Salt, nuts (optional), and Xanthan Gum (add this only if your flour does not include this ingredient) together in one bowl.

Get out a second bowl. Add your eggs, vanilla extract, coconut oil, non-dairy milk, and mashed bananas into this bowl. make sure to mix the ingredients together well.

Now, mix both bowls of ingredients in the same bowl together.

Once your ingredients are all mixed together, pre-grease a bread loaf pan and fill it with the batter.

Put the bread loaf in the oven for 45-55 minutes (this depends on the oven, mine took 45 minutes to bake) Check it with a toothpick to be sure it is fully cooked.

Once your banana bread is cooked, take it out of the oven and place it where it can cool down for 15 minutes.

Cut, eat, and enjoy! Be sure to wrap it tightly once you are done to help keep it fresh for a couple of days. Feel free to freeze whatever you do not use!

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-Rebecca Elizabeth A Punk With MS

 

 

 

 

The Old Me, A Memoir

I miss the days where I didn’t have to pay attention to what I ate, or how hard I pushed myself.

I miss the times where I bathed in the sun with not a care in the world. Nowadays when I’m in the heat too long, I overheat and feel ill.

I miss not having so many doctor’s appointments and having a completely open schedule to do as I please during the days I didn’t have to work.

I miss working a lot.

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I miss the days when my body would not attack itself, the days without dealing with one migraine after another, and the days without having to take so many pills.

Today I say goodbye to the old me, and focus on today the best that I can. I will forever miss the old me, but a part of her will always remain. You can say goodbye to the old you too, it doesn’t mean that you have to completely forget her/him. Take care of yourself and try to accept your current situation  (as tough as it may be.) Dwelling on who you used to be all the time can reopen old wounds and cause you even more unnecessary pain. You can do it, I believe in you.

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– Rebecca Elizabeth (A Punk With MS)

One Lovely Blog Nomination

I have been nominated for the ‘one lovely blog award’ by my friend Hannah! Check out her blog at https://baldblogging.wordpress.com/one-lovely-blog

Rules

  • Thank the person that nominated you and leave a link to their blog
  • Post about the award
  • Share seven facts about yourself
  • Nominate at most 15 people
  • Tell your nominees the good news

Seven facts about me

  1. I have a pet Colombian Dwarf hamster named “Spoopy” We got her on Halloween!
  2. I love makeup and hope to be better at applying it in the future
  3. I love creepy and weird things that most people would find too odd for them to enjoy
  4. I have an obsession with the anime “Sword Art Online” currently
  5. My favorite band is Good Charlotte (Since age 11). I met them in November last year
  6. I have a lot of tattoos, I can’t give you an exact number but I love every one of them
  7. I enjoy chai tea, it’s my favorite kind other than jasmine pearl green tea

https://dinosaursdonkeysandms.com/  https://rumpydog.com/ https://embracingauthenticityblog.wordpress.com/ https://theoilyguru.org/ spoonserendipity.blogspot.com stonedmsunicorn.blogspot.com https://brainlesionandme.com/  http://www.veryanxiousmommy.com/ https://musettemary.wordpress.com/ https://artistbybeauty.blog/ https://zebrawitch.com/ http://www.unlockedpain.com/blog/  https://hchom.com/ https://healthynappynerdymommy.com/ http://www.asocalmom.com/ are my nominees! ❤ I love all of your blogs so much!

-Rebecca Elizabeth  A Punk With MS